Failure is an Opportunity

I have failed several times in my life. I have had some very touchy periods and moments in my life. May be we will talk about them another time. But failure made me a conqueror…mmh..I am saying this because each time I failed, I got right back up.

As I see it, failure is just an opportunity to do it over again and in a better way, or try something else, or re-think and re-evaluate your life.

I have had moments in my life that I cried to God so loudly, why God me, why God that? But I am so thankful that I didn’t make them my permanent states of feeling sorry for myself. Most of the time I said to myself, there must be another way; things are going to work out for me, some way or another. And as long as I am still breathing I will strive for it.

My mom is the best mom in the whole world. This past mother’s day I told my mom even when we go to heaven, I will still choose you to be my mom. She has been there for me since the day I was put in her womb.

It was one of those darkest days and moments of my life. She has been calling me since morning and my phone was switched off, I think I forgot to charge it. So she decided to come to see me. I believe it was on Saturday. So my mom came into my bedroom, sat on my bed, and asked me, “What’s wrong?” And I said, “Mama, I am tired. Why isn’t God answering my prayers, why is it taking so long to get my breakthroughs?” I had specific prayers that I expected God to answer me. Continue reading “Failure is an Opportunity”