Concerning of what I have shared before in my previous post “Clearing The Rumors From Me To My Audience.” I mentioned that I was fighting this spiritual battle for a while now. So I want to share something, just to put it in the open for you know what is really going on.
I wasn’t born like this, but a few years after I got born-again Christian, one day I woke up, and I realized that I was going this weird situation like strange movements in my body, which later I came to understand it was a thorn of monitoring and tormenting spirits in my flesh. So from that time to this very day, I have been in a spiritual battle fighting for deliverance, to find out what is really going on, and how I can overcome and get deliverance from it.
So following with what I have shared previous, and even though I don’t know if this has to do with them, just very recently I realized that they could have been fighting me all along, and I think it has to do with this thorn on my flesh also, maybe it belongs to them…hahaha, and they want it.
I have been battling this for a while now without knowing what is going on. I thought first it has to do with my marital destiny; it was a demonic spiritual husband who doesn’t want to release me, or somebody cursed me so that I will never get married or succeed in life, so I was praying in that area to be delivered from. And then I thought maybe it was evil foundations in my blood lines, so I went on that area and prayed to be delivered from. I went to all Churches, you name it. I have prayed all kinds of prayers, I have fasted and prayed. I mean I have done all I can do and live godly so that GOD can take it away. I have been reading and meditating on the WORD of GOD to transform my mindset and life, and do my best to be a doer of the WORD of GOD and overcome the demonic strongholds in my life. I mean, it has been tough. It has affected my life in so many ways, emotional, psychological, spiritual, even physical, and other areas of life.
Just these couple of weeks I have noticed strange activities in the sky, the moon and the clouds; they make it certain way to speak to me. This is more than witchcraft, it’s very strange one. They even make it rain at certain time to speak to me. They can even manipulate the weather, they can make it be very cold all over the sudden, or make it rain all over the sudden. They can cut electricity at certain specific time and turn them at specific time to send their messages. I know its weird assumption even talking about it, but they know how to make it very good like it’s from GOD to this neighborhood. That’s why I feel like they have been able to track of every of my move, because maybe they monitor me using this flesh spiritual, and they also are on the sky, and from afar they can see me and manipulate things exactly they want them to be. They are able to manipulate the people in my surrounding to behave the way they want to behave. I mean it’s very scary. If its witchcraft, this one is highly quality witchcraft, they are able to use the angels and sky to witchcraft too and manipulate things from afar. They could be fallen angels or demons of sorority, who knows even though I don’t how they look like to be honest, I’m trying to imagine that. All I know it’s definitely the spirit of the devil behind all this. Sometimes they are like strangers of spirit of pythons in my body moving in my flesh. They can even pop up like spring rolls with weird image sensations. At first I really thought they were python and territorial tormenting spirits, but I don’t know now what it really is anymore.
I welcome your prayers. Pray for me. I am sharing this publicly so that if you know about these things, or you are going through these things, please know that there is somebody else going through them too. If you are a born-again Christian, and you have gone through it and overcame it, how have you overcome it. As for me, this thing has already ruined my reputation somehow, online and offline, because of the reproach that comes with it. So it’s okay to come open in public for me.
So that about it, I wanted to share my spiritual battle and struggle, so you know a little bit of what is really going on when I said I have been battling this spiritual torment and struggle.
In my next post, we will continue with our series “Its Important To Become Born Again.”